hoping for miracle

Impian semua pasangan yg berkahwin untuk dapat zuriat. Same goes to me. Kawin 17/12.. and unluckily period on 18/12.. Kesian encik suami terpaksa delay mlm pertama .hehe. Abis period on 24/12.. awl bulan januari ikut encik husband pindah ke marudi.. Such a bumpy road.. ikutkan calendar period should be on 16/01. Tapi my period sumtime mmg slalu lmbt and not really on time , tambahan kalau berat bdn naik mcm skrg pun effect my period. Sis happy sis makan. thats y berat naik. haha.

But then lewat sgt dari hari period. On 27/01.. Masa tu ada mama and my family dtg sni. So she insist ntk srh buat pregnancy test. Even she treat me the pregnancy test from pharmacy. So awl pgi 27/01.. aku bgn jam 6 mcmtu and go to take my pregnancy test. and mula2 kuar satu line jak. Sedih la jua rasa. So biarkan benda tu atas meja dlm blik.. then tghri tgk mcm ada line lgi samar2.. tpi tersangt la samar smpai mau tgk bwh chya matahri.. Mama ckp blm lgi la tu nmpk.. husband pun ckp nda nmpk.. a bit disappointed..



See. Satu line jak. Kalau tgk btl2, baru nmpk line satu lagi tapi samar sgt.. Still x puas hati, aku check lg on 28/01..
Nampak x gelojoh nya di situ. hehe. Nasib mama belanja dua pregnancy test.. So as usual.. awl pagi jam 8 mcmtu.. g kencing and buat pregnancy test.. Mula2 mmg kluar satu line ja.. terang.. hmmm. kecewa lgi.. So bwa la pregnancy test tu and simpan dlm laci meja,. Then tghri tu pergi tgk balik pregnancy test tu.. Mau tnjuk ngan mama.. But then.. tkejut tgk ada satu line samar, tp lbh terang dr smlm..



kan.. ada nmpk di line T? This time mama nmpk.. hubby nmpk.. adik brdik nmpk..a bit happy.. tpi still x mau berharap..sebab masih samar2..

and today.. 29/01.. gi hosptl sbb mau ambil ubat demam. Yes, i catch a cold, flu, cough.. Sampai sana dorang suruh buat urine test.. msa tu dlm jam 11.. aor kencing pun bkn yg awal pagi.. and ends up, keputusan nya negative. Not pregnant. huhu. Sedih nya rasa..Tapi encik husband suruh tggu period baru boleh mkn ubt doktor bagi tu.. and doc ckp air kencing kotor.. sbr la wahai hati..jaga kshtn baik2.. So, tggu ja la period dtg atau tggu lgi dua mggu baru buat pregnancy test..tu pun kalau hati boleh sabar tunggu..doakan yg baik2.. amin..